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get to know me through my blog you will discover a current for 'webcam socials'. There I am a nudist, voyeur and exhibitionist too. It seems finally at 44yo by means of seeing my image on cam projected back to me have made peace with my 'small penis'. However, it does provide me with a measuring tool watching men online wank for the cam.
In my 'webcam social' chatroom or roulette reviews, it makes mention on a caliber of size averages from member's of each website.
There is the 'tiny penis' chatrooms frequented by very poor quality webcams, shadowed in the dark and almost always aimed less than a foot away from the crotch while the wanker strokes a tiny penis. I mean these sites are for the very small indeed. I am too large for some.
The other extreme is populated by the above average male members with a quality that is truly photogenic and mesmerizing sometimes. These are comfortable males that have good quality webcams that angle, often outstanding lighting and great surroundings. Just keeps the doubter in me wondering what it must be like to swing like those guys. Does it make a better male person, better sex or better relationships to be above average?
in the light.....
I am a 'grower, not a show-er' and been told this so often by other men. (Gay with a bi-curious attraction to women.) Since there are forums for everything and search engines can highlight the most established, recently joined Measurection. Since 2001 online, the community discusses the 'small penis'.
This year a traveling and well-received play is making the rounds internationally too. Called 'The Irish Curse' it is about a group of men that gather weekly to discuss their shortcomings.
I recently heard on Saturday Night Live's NEWS parody a female anchor say to a male anchor, 'that ladies discuss the endowment only if it is extra large or extra small.' The male anchor responded with a embarrassed expression meaning he could be one way or another.
Since I broadcast my self from home, at my desk, sitting at the computer mostly nude and sometimes engaged in a 'sexcam social' being watched and encouraged to do things on broadcast my instant messengers receive lots of anonymous calls to chat but not often with the ladies.
However, yesterday a 'female' messenger kept text ing me without carrying any real stream of conversation. Just 'what u do ing?' 'ding' etc. Finally telling her exactly what?
....was registering for a 'small penis' social online. Her response was 'what about big dicks?'
I almost got angry for a minute. After three years online as a webcam blogger and the resulting 'sexcam whore' am now... big dicks rightly rule the internet. They are like the popular kids in high school. When you visit a fetish site for FEMDOMS for example, or search google or bing for 'small dicks' there are plenty of mistress and queen bee dominatrix that want to punish and humiliate for the position.
Enuff already.. I say find your place in the sun.. or the shade of a darkened room with a cheap webcam and DO IT NOW.